Isabella Swan

A senior. It really seems like the years are going by faster and faster. And I'm getting older than Edward every day that passes. It's horrible. I don't want to be older than him. At this rate, I'm going to be an old woman and he'll still be perfect.

I really ought to write home. Charlie is probably worried sick, since I haven't really written in a few weeks, and I'm already getting really angry emails from Renée too. She's always so over protective.

Edward... are you doing okay still? Everything's feeling okay? Even if you're back to being a vampire... It's better than losing you completely. I don't think I could have...

...John Milton.

You take it back right now. Stop hurting him. Now. I mean it.
Way to throw threats around without having anything to back them up with, Bella

If you really ARE what Edward says you are. Make another deal.
this is so stupid. But I don't want Edward to...If he disappears, I'm dead anyway.

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....I don't like this. I don't like this at all.
There's got to be something I can...Way to be useless like always, Bella. You can't even help him when he's...

( Private ; Edward )

Coming here is probably the safest thing I've come up with in a long time. It's going to be better this way, if I say away from Forks as long as he's around. I'll have to call home when I get settled in...I already have a room here though. I wonder how good of an idea it is for me to share a home with humanspeople I don't know.


I guess I'll take the time to go hiking for a little while. It's probably a good idea after so much traveling.

Wow.

I've been so busy with finals I completely forgot I'm supposed to use this thing too. I guess that's alright, though. The tests here aren't too hard, and even though it's not as easy as it was back in Forks, I think I've managed to finish up this year with pretty good grades. I'm not too worried about any of that.

I wish the trip Edward and I took lasted longer though. Even though I spent some of the time studying for things back here, I was really happy to finally meet his family. Rosalie didn't seem too happy with me, but I've never really figured it would go better, she never really seemed friendly before either. Alice is nice, though. If a little... Edward! You'll have to let me send Carlisle and Esme something nice. I'll figure it out this weekend, but I want to send them something to thank them for being so nice.

Hm. I wonder where I put my grocery list.

Alle, Lenalee, do you need anything at the store?

( Private ; Hackable )

O....ow. ow ow ow. What the heck was that? I don't know about this school anymore. Or this place. It's.. Forks is better than here. So much better than this place. At least in Forks... Edward's here though, that makes here better than there. Much better than there. I guess. Why did I worry so much? He was okay.. Still. I felt so useless. At least he's okay.


Ow. Charlie would yell at me for getting hurt like this. I guess you're going to too, aren't you Edward? I'm already bracing myself for the teasing.

I should find the antiseptic and some bandages. Hm. I think I put some in the bathroom the other day. I should go find that.


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I wonder Charlie's up to right now. Forks is probably as sleepy as ever. I should have written more.
I wish there was something I could do to help... I feel so useless here.

Edward... I hope you're okay...

( Private ; Hackable )

Has anyone seen....

He should have...
He should have been here by now. He always is, lately.
This isn't normal.

I don't like this.
Did they really take Edward?

A new roommate already. I guess that's okay though.

Goku, you're welcome to come to dinner if you want. Just um, let me know ahead of time. You sure do eat a lot.


But other than that. Lenalee? It looks like you and I are going to be roommates. I'm Bella Swan. It's nice to meet you.. well, over this at least. I'm sure we'll get along fine.



I really appreciated the candy Goku. Yours too, Road. That was very thoughtful of both of you.
And Edward? Very funny. You're lucky you have such good reflexes. I can't believe... thank you.

No way.

( Private ; Easily Hackable )

Ugh. Snow.

Of course this place is going to have snow. But at least it looks like the weather gets warm in the summer. Anything is better than Forks...anything. Charlie wasn't happy about me leaving again so soon, but when I showed him the brochures for this place he seemed a little bit more willing. After everything that happened in Forks I still don't get it. It doesn't make sense. I really AM reading too much into those stories Jacob told me about. a litle change of scenery wouldn't hurt. Just wish it wasn't in the middle of winter. As long as it gets warm in the summer and the sun shines, it'll be great.

It looks like I'm going to be in Genistra North. I'm not really fond of the whole dorm idea, but it can't be any worse than living with Charlie. Key, Goku what weird names. I'm Bella Swan. It's nice to meet you, even if it's just through the computer. That's one thing that's great. The computers they give you here make mine back at Charlie's look even more like a dinosaur. No more modem though, thank god.

I'm going to try and unpack, and then maybe a nap. I've had a lot to think about lately.